Saturday, October 15, 2011

Leslie's gulge of Eastern Oregon's High Desert




INTO THE GREEN Thirsty and footsore, as you walk in the heat of the day Sudden disasters come out of the sky, out of nowhere — Like a bird whose nest has plummeted out of a tree To find yourself in peace, go deep into the wilderness.

SPEEDING The man’s in a hurry and the horses are in danger on the road, To lose a company of soldiers means you’re both in trouble It’s like a broken vessel, blown through the rushing gorge... Sunlight fades the blossoms, and Heaven sends down frost.

PRESENCE Don t you understand that everything here is what matters? To find the jade, go beyond the boundaries of your skin — You can’t do better than wait for the chun to manifest, I tell you, this is the best thing — no question about it.

--written by monk's honoring Kuan Yin's wisdom & mercy

Thursday, October 13, 2011




These three children are my own and Alice's...ironically, to call them such is done so with the gnosis embodyment that they are the truest teachers of the great lesson, one pertaining to deconstructing ego's death-grip upon unconditional love's radiance.

-j.a .knolls

Friday, October 7, 2011




LIVING THE TAO In the forest, the pines and cypresses grow straight up And neither rain or wind, snow or frost can harm them – One day to come you’ll see what it was for … And these will be the pillars of the temple of the community.

IN THE CLEAR Like the beautiful undying crane that breaks free You can slip the bars of your cage and journey through – North, South, East and West nothing obstructs you – The chun, the wise one, can rise to the highest Ninth Heaven.

--written by monks honoring Kuan Yin's wisdom and mercy.

Thursday, October 6, 2011










































Flocks of wild geese
Squawk above
Where geothermal
Waters merge...
Below a cold
Stream known.

And it is there
Inner joy becomes
Simply beyond...
The many stances
Of a human being's
Story of worry.

-j.a. knolls

Wednesday, October 5, 2011










Well-rested, and often experiencing laughter are no secrets to finding less resonating pains. It takes no PhD to become a practitioner; however, it must be honest joy, fore a false sense of laughter will only exhibit the deficient connection to the spirit of one's heart. Uninhibited laughter sends my life a whirling like a kid twirling on the floor, because who cares about tomorrow when it is just another day; unless, of course, one is swept away.

There are few American made films that have been more profound in affecting my perception than Network (1976) about the network News' programing of modern society's families. There is no laughter of genuine joy when watching how complacent many people have become as a result of being fed "fear" and "believing" it is necessary to learn more of why to be afraid your body and ego's mind will die...yet, beyond this notion exist the cultivaltion of a relationship to reality, one suggesting life energy is actually eternal and exist beyond time.

Once I began laughing so hard that I was on the floor with joy spilling out of me like a bowl overflowing, while a six-armed buddha's blue arms cradled me. The feeling lifted away leaving me with a thought "what is next?" and another thought "was the experience real?"...

Perhaps, the realization that pain and pleasure fleet and return is the best catalyst for provoking a joy for living life without extremes so that harmony in health is found like a green valley's gentle ocean breeze, offering us to be here completely.

-j.a. knolls


Tuesday, October 4, 2011


Elephant, Power Animal, Symbol of Commitment, Royalty, Strength

By Ina Woolcott

Elephant's medicine includes strength, royalty, connection to ancient wisdom, removal of obstacles and barriers, confidence, patience, using education opportunities, commitment, gentleness, communicating in relationships, discernment, intelligence, compassion. If this is your animal guide, these virtues are a part of your natural character. By applying them in your life soul evolution is accomplished.

Throughout history elephants have been revered. They are most intelligent creatures, and honoured by many cultures. As well as being the largest land animals, they are also among the longest lived, with life spans of 60+ years. In Buddhist tradition, the Buddha picked the form of a white elephant as one of his many incarnations, thus the rare appearance of a white elephant is still heralded as a manifestation of the gods. The Hindu god Ganesh, the remover of obstacles, has the head of an elephant.

Elephants can teach us that gentleness, commitment, and communication in relationships is very powerful and necessary to keep relationships alive, trusting and loving, whether it be friends, family or partner. Deeply committed to all creatures with whom they have relationships, elephants are tough when protecting others and gentle when nurturing them. The matriarch (the oldest, most experienced female leader of a herd) leads in a way that is both gentle and inclusive. Elephants are able to communicate telepathically. This can teach us how to truly listen to others.

Elephants are so similar, yet so different to our own species. We have so much to learn from them! Elephants have emotions that are comparable to human - love, joy, jealousy, rage.

Just like humans, young elephants are dependent on their mums, until they reach adulthood. The general lifespan of an elephant also closely parallels that of humans. When a baby is born, the entire community gathers around the mother and newborn and rumble with joy. This is equivalent to tears rolling down their faces. Just like human babies, elephants learn about getting along in the physical environment. For instance, elephant calves have to learn the many ways in which their trunks can be used. The newborn elephant is born into a community of love. Calves have more than one mother so to speak, as all are willing, eager teachers, from the matriarch, to her offspring and their young. They want to nurture, protect and help the youngest among them develop. They also teach first time mothers how to develop their own nurturing skills. Loyal and affectionate elephants would risk their lives for the sake of others in a family group. Wild elephants have been known to grieve and even shed tears when a family member has passed away. Elephants have amazing memories and when mistreated they often seek revenge.

Elephants show us that by supporting and loving one another, our own ability to thrive in the physical world is enhanced. We learn from them to pass on the gift of nurturing we received in our early years, be it from our biological family or others who helped us grow into who we are now. We must honour the elders of our community and nurture the young. Like the elephant, we need to help ease the transitions of those who are going into adulthood with gentle love, wisdom, patience and compassion. By having open hearts and minds, we can create strong relationships within the community, therefore building a strong community.

Elephants communicate telepathically with herd members as well as other elephants. As we choose to become closer and more open with those dear to us, our ability to understand them can deepen to a level that transcends speech.

Having an elephant totem gives you ancient wisdom and power to draw upon. They are the embodiment of strength and power. People with this power animal often have a very strong sex drive. Through using fragrances and incense, elephant can take you to new energies and power. Generally speaking elephant people are very affectionate toward family, caring for the young and the elderly. They also usually have an inborn knowledge about plants and roots. Elephants give us insights into the power of the three feminine energies - child, mother and old wise woman.

Although elephants weigh A LOT, they walk almost noiselessly, with exceptionally graceful and rhythmic striding. Their hearing, smell, touch and taste is very keen/sensitive. This makes up for their poor eyesight. In relation to their big heads, their eyes are very small and can only turn slightly from side to side. This results in restricted side vision. Those with this power animal feel things deeply and respond to those feelings from a place of inner knowing. Because their vision is limited they tend to look straight ahead and cant always see what going on around them. Learning to shift our focus to view the whole is helpful.

Elephants have just 4 teeth, all molars, 2 toward the front of the mouth and 2 toward the back. When the front ones wear down, they drop out and the 2 at the back come forward. Then 2 new molars grow in the back of the mouth to replace those that have moved forward. The back molars are able to be replaced 6 times throughout their life. When the last set wear out, they can no longer chew and die of starvation. Teeth are very symbolic, and are considered receivers and transmitters of energy linked by connecting paths throughout the astral body.

As the elephant is extremely intelligent, those with this power animal would make excellent researchers and alternative scientists.

Elephant tusks point backwards. They use them as weapons and for digging edible roots. From a spiritual point of view this hints at an ability to uncover the hidden memories and bring them to the fore for evaluation and healing. Let go.