Saturday, December 31, 2011



Social media groups like facebook, twitter, linkedin, myspace, digg, readit, permalink, and finally--tumblr are in my humblr opinion the obvious pick out of all the potential choice-methods for the largest, most corrupt, and dominating capital institutions (like BANKS & GOVERNMENTS) of the World to gather (or pay others to gather) general information about common people.

In contrast to the recent past days, when a public census was more highly valued by these institutions; now-a-days, it's volumes of our web page history and social media venues that are the modern day versions of the public census.

It is clear to most that large corporations who can access our catagorized "wants" wish to sell more of their saturated debris to us so they can profit whether creating harmony or disharmony here and/or abroad. And it is mind-boggling to me that our elected leaders are being managed and swayed in the interest of these corporate profiteers versus their voting body.

Simply said, they choose profit over people all day and that is exactly how our politics, economy, and foreign policies have arrived where they are "hanging-on" to this last day of 2011.

It really is a funny thought to think that peoples' general likes and dislikes, when compiled into graphs and charts are more telling than not. And likely, they are more valuable to corporate interest than most could ever imagine--according to what products, platforms, and authorships will succeed in general when presented to a larger audience.

What is ironic to me is that most folks in this western capitalistic society think these specific social media groups (listed in the first sentence) were created merely so they could better keep in touch with business associates, family, and/or groups of their so-called "friends"...

Large corporations appealing to humanity's ever prevalent draw towards narcissism, gossip, and depression is perfectly depicted via the numbers of activate facebook participates and daily tweets. Where do you think all this data goes from what music, tv, movies you favor to all the random one-liner comments?

Whatever happened to the mentality of not letting the salesman into the house because the adults of the household desired to keep their little ones innocent of deceit's voice?

I suppose that was ruled out by my parents' generation when television advertisements first began sinking into the homes throughout cities, suburbias, and rural lands--and to think how we have progressed since then...

-j.a. knolls

Thursday, December 29, 2011

Roaring Stillness: revistied






Because Alice and I have three children to care for... it has given us a reason to care more than ever about the currents created through unfolding politics and what it is that makes me want to speak up by expressing the right to Free Speech !

When did "life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness" become replaced with "fear, failure, and the pursuit of greed" in the general voice of the USA peoples' elected leaders?

Perhaps, this karmic irony has always existed here from the onset of pushing indigenous peoples around and down like a big bully with a death flu blanket while needing to build a clad iron track through the great open plains which happened to only sustain their existence..?

Who is in charge of writing US history or BIG medias' slant anyway?

Why do we not know who wants to form our opinions as "facts" through repetitive processing?

One may trust that it is those who are pushing us to consume more forms of their money making schemes...and let me suggest as many have before me, there is a much better experiment instead of this current financial ploy depicting saturated debris & debt.

Is it not the time to find a mentor who is pure of heart to teach how to perform a life sustaining task so one may then teach another how to sustain life without such great needs of dependency on modernized capitalistic plastics..?

To faith in the waves of harmonic energies' roots ! j.a. knolls

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

When a blue bird hears these sounds of laughter, it is easy to realize where its blessed nest is here...

(hats all knitted by Alice)
mario from super mario brothers

link from legend of zelda

hello kitty from & with hello kitty

Sunday, December 25, 2011

Saturday, December 24, 2011


Christmas Eve New Moon suggests: We are meant to stand with the 99% and demand our government, banking, education, and healthcare serve our people and not just the few who can purchase power.

Friday, December 23, 2011

What a blessing being married to your lover who is the sweetest dream that I have ever known--mother of mercy !


Wedding photo from our ceremony in 2009 on the knoll at LaVista -- located along SW Nicaragua's gorgeous coastline overlooking the Pacific ocean and a spring fed green valley sourcing immense tranquility.


Alice and I were wed by Gabriel Cousens at 2 pm, 2 years ago on this clear and sunny day....Happy Anniversary !
your love and honoring you as my wife are knowing of the bliss I've always sought for...
when not bottom turning into hollow waves.

Jason



Wednesday, December 21, 2011

With love, let a new breeze blow through your house — The Way is cleared by virtue as it always was . . So clear your path of the harsh growths that separate you. Inner harmony evokes you to know what’s to come...


Southern Nicaraguan Ornate (Painted) Wood Turtle


Monday, December 19, 2011

When does not owning your house really blow hard, like the harsh winds of a Cat 5 hurricane...? Well, the answer is when your landlords do not let you rescue this 3 month old mix of Aussie shephard & Redbone coonhound puppy from the Humane Society for our daughter's surprise Christmas present because of their new carpets, though the yard is on an acre with a great open green space for the Blue dog to play all day...ARGHhhh!


Neil Young & John Lennon - hearts of gold !



This song below caused a fair amount of controversy for John Lennon, as his detractors pointed out that he was raised in an upper-middle class home by his aunt and had no right to call himself a working class hero. In an interview with Rolling Stone just 3 days before his death, Lennon explained: "The think about the 'Working Class Hero' song that nobody ever got right was that it was supposed to be sardonic - it had nothing to do with socialism, it had to do with 'If you want to go through that trip, you'll get up to where I am, and this is what you'll be.' Because I've been successful as an artist, and have been happy and unhappy, and I've been unknown in Liverpool or Hamburg and been happy and unhappy."

Click on names for reference to story quotation ...

Yoko Ono stepped out of the limousine first and John Lennon who is carrying a tape recorder and some cassettes followed a few steps behind. As Yoko passes him the assassin, says "Hello". Just as John passes him, the man steps from the sidewalk and from his pocket he takes out a.38 revolver armed with hollow tip bullets. He drops into a combat stance, knees flexed, with one arm supporting the other at the wrist. He says, Mr. Lennon? Just as John turns, about 15 feet through the large arch with iron gates of the Dakota, the assassin fires two shots into the left side of his back. There's a crash of shattering glass as the bullets that pass through John's body smash into the Dakota's glass frontage. These two shots spin him around. He is now facing his assassin. Blood is already pouring out from the first two bullets and the four wounds, as the assassin takes aim at John again. He fires three more shots. Two of the bullets smash into John's left shoulder. The other goes astray. The greatest singer songwriter and the most influential political artist of our time staggers up six steps to the room at the end of the entrance used by the concierge, said, "I'm shot," then fell down...

Friday, December 16, 2011


10 Muluk (Dec. 16th) – “foundational water” which can be a powerful “shape-shifting” force... (resonating from the Maya way of star & planetary motion)

Thursday, December 15, 2011


9 Lamat (Dec. 15th) – the “outward projection” of leadership, as when U.S. women voted for the first time on a 9 Lamat day in 1920 (referencing Astronomy of the Maya).


Chia is a variety of sage that grows in dry disturbed soil below 6,000 feet elevation. Its seeds were an important part of Native Americans diet. In the Mayan language, the word for Chia means "strength". Throughout the Southwest, tribes harvested Chia from large wild fields of the plant each Autumn. Once dried, the seeds could be ground into flour or stored for later use.

Chia seeds are rich in nutrients; so much so that a single teaspoon full could sustain a person for a whole day of travel. Native Americans made much use of this quality.

The Chia has other values, as well. It is said it could be used to make alkiline water potable. It worked as an eye wash to treat irritation. Lastly, a poultice made with dissolved Chia was a popular treatment for external infections
.

From the DVD, A Desert Wildflower Journey

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Kimi (Dec. 13th) – “self-generating death” – a “return to Source” type of force that can turn attention to “absolute foundations”....an example is when President Lincoln delivered the Gettysburg address under this influence.



The 2012 Venus Transit - Real-sky animation

Monday, December 12, 2011



“The answer is never the answer. What's really interesting is the mystery. If you seek the mystery instead of the answer, you'll always be seeking. I've never seen anybody really find the answer -- they think they have, so they stop thinking. But the job is to seek mystery, evoke mystery, plant a garden in which strange plants grow and mysteries bloom. The need for mystery is greater than the need for an answer.” - Ken Kesey


cheers...drinkable from top to bottom and/or bottom to top !


nature is that of magic
created through cosmic thought
merging into the mind of humanity
where beings sway us to play
tuning the one heart beat
surfacing from within
to speak volumes
resonating
a gentle
expanse
- j.a.knolls

Monday, December 5, 2011

Saturday, December 3, 2011




Jaguar, Power Animal, Symbol of Solitary Path, Reclaiming Power, Shape shifting, Psychic Vision

By Ina Woolcott

The Jaguar's medicine includes seeing the roads within chaos and understanding the patterns of chaos, moving without fear in the darkness, moving in unknown places, shape shifting, psychic vision, facilitating soul work, empowering oneself, reclaiming power.

The Black Jaguar's medicine includes the same as jaguar but in addition keeper of the circular time continuum, gatekeeper to the unknowable.

The South American name for jaguar, 'jaguara' is translated as 'carnivore that overcomes prey with a single bound.' there is an Indian legend that says the jaguar came by its beautiful spotted coat by dabbing mud on its body with its paws. These spots easily hold the jaguar apart from other big cats. What also holds them apart from other big cats is the fact that they are unrivalled. There are no other predators that can compete with this powerful cat. Those with this power animal generally make brilliant leaders and diplomats.

According to Mayan beliefs, the journey of the sun across the sky and the darkness of night represented the infinite journey of human consciousness and its transformations. The midday sun's position was compared to the Eagle, flying high in the sky, to then plunge below the horizon, just as we plunge into the dark to face our spiritual challenges and to be transformed. The hidden sun was said to be Jaguar, whose spotted skin represents the stars glittering/shining in the night sky. Hence it was called the "Jaguar Sun." Jaguar is the earth father, holding the authority over the sacred power of and in the earth, and the animals who live upon it. The force that lives within the mountains, giving them their volcanic and transformative power, is the same underworld source of energy and power contained within the Jaguar Sun. The Mayan word for Jaguar is IX and it is pronounced 'eesh'.

Similarly to the tiger, this solitary hunter stalks silently and patiently, to then strike with lightning speed. This symbolises the importance of knowing when it's best to take the solitary path in stalking one's own dreams. For the native people of the rainforests, everything contains the essence of the Jaguar.

Jaguar, Leopards and Panthers are very ancient and powerful power animals/totems. They embody aggressiveness and power, but without the influence of solar energy. Black Panther's power is lunar (moon). People with a Jaguar, Panther or Leopard medicine have the ability to multi-task. They tend to be loners and are very comfortable with themselves. Often they are drawn to other solitary people.

If this is your power animal, you must learn to pace your work - in all aspects of your life - and not push too hard. Women who have Jaguar, Panther or Leopard totems often bring their children up alone, whether it be through divorce or just circumstances in their lives.

Either sex holding this power animal have the potential to develop clairaudience, the ability to hear communications from other forms of life or dimensions and should trust their thoughts and inner visions as they are based in reality.

Jaguars have huge paws and a broad head with mighty strong jaws. They often kill their victim by piercing the skull with one rapid bite. The jaguar growls, snarls and makes deep grunts - it does not roar like a lion. People with this power animal generally possess a good command of language, although their words can have a tendency to cut, tear and shred others apart. Learning correct communication skills is of foremost importance for these people.

The jaguar's powerful body is capable of taking them hundreds of miles in the search for food. They are agile climbers. They teach us how to fulfil goals/dreams through pliability and steadfastness.

Jaguars are at home in the dark with their excellent night vision. They move fearlessly, whether night or day, teaching us how to trust our personal instincts. Latent psychic sight may be stirred in those with this power animal.

The jaguars preferred habitat is usually swamp and wooded regions, although they are also able to live in scrublands and deserts. Jaguars live in caves and canyons close to fresh water. In mythology caves are linked with retreat and isolation, a place to go to aid soul work. Water is linked with the emotional body of humans. When the jaguar bounds into your reality it is asking you to go within, to release your fears, to heal your emotions and to awaken your inner sight. When you come out of retreat the jaguar will be there awaiting you. If you choose to follow his lead, he will guide you into the underworld where the secrets of life and creation are to be found.

Thursday, December 1, 2011


8 Ix (Dec. 1st) – “resurrecting Jaguar” – this is Santo Mundo, a special Maya day devoted to the

Celebration of the Earth and its sacred mysteries.


Wednesday, November 30, 2011



artist unknown..


"The joke’s on us — it’s a major stumble for our nation to have allowed our political parties to become polarized to the point of irrelevancy." Judith Gayle of Political Waves

Sunday, November 27, 2011

Sunday, November 20, 2011

D.C.'s fascist law makers seeking personal financial gains upon so-called "lawful" insider trading perks


Repeal the law allowing congressional representatives to legislate over their own shady, massive and profitable investments in Delaware corporations, where most US corporations are housed.
Check them off for yourself....defining characteristics of fascism

Sunday, November 13, 2011

Medicine Mountain, Applied Botanical Garden : Formosa Island & Sawtooth Mountains





9 IN THE CIRCLE’S ROUND A true man doesn’t allow emotions to distract him, Let this understanding guide and open your right mind: Then your heart can be filled with light, pure and sublime, Like the full moon shining in a cloudless night sky.


45 SWEETNESS The young and the old overcome the tough and the hard. Nurture happiness, and the Great Gates of Goodness will open – And this is true – why? Because it brings the right reading, And then it’s like slaking your thirst by drinking nectar.


--written by monks honoring Kuanyin's wisdom and mercy.

Sunday, November 6, 2011

Latin America & Eastern Oregon findings





Blue Hand is your Conscious Self - who you are and who you are becoming.

Blue Hand is a gateway, an opening, a portal from one understanding to another. A clue to the meaning of Blue Hand is found in the meditation, "I am, by thinly veiled design, the threshold to other dimensions. In my ending is my beginning. The initatory gateway awaits." Blue Hand is the seventh or last archetype in the cycle of development of primary being. It represents the power found in completion. Blue Hand is seen as a closure, which is really an opening to another level of being.

Like the fluidity of moving water, Blue Hand is associated with the process of dance, mudra, and beauty. This movement is a metaphor for the ebb and flow of life. In meditation with Manik, experience the flowing quality that is the beauty of the cosmic dance. Remember this essence and this fluidity at times when your life feels most inflexible or lacking in beauty.

Blue Hand represents the 'beauty way', the ability to see intrinsic beauty within yourself and in all things. Living the beauty way requires being in your full beauty and power. From this place, your self-authority naturally flows. This is the position where your ego is aligned with divine will. When you are standing in your full beauty and power, your very presence invites others to be all that they are. To the Maya, Blue Hand represents the deer, the gentle, serenely aware guide who walks in fluid beauty and grace, opening and revealing.

The essence of Blue Hand is held in the metaphor of a wave. The wave has many stages, from momentum to crest to completion and merging with the ocean once again. Blue Hand connects you to the greater ocean and reveals the shores of your true identity. If you identify with the struggle of eddies and storms, that is the learning you will draw to you. If you identify with your oneness of spirit, by the law of affinity that is what you will become.

The energy of Blue Hand will also help you to manifest spiritual skills - especially those intuitive gifts such as oracular divination. In each incarnation, you bring certain gifts. Each path - from priest and priestess to shaman and dancer to artist and gardener - carries varied tools and skills. You have chosen certain gifts and tools that offer you a way to interact with others and your life process. This may be as simple as calling on your innate wisdom and insight in order to see clearly the gifts and tools that you carry.

--These excerpts were taken from the book, "The Mayan Oracle - Return Path to the Stars" by Ariel Spilsbury & Michael Bryner

Saturday, November 5, 2011



Blue Storm is your Higher Self & Guide.

Blue Storm is the initiation by fire, the lightning path, the arrival of the thunderbeings who bring the final transformation. To the Maya, Blue Storm represents the storm, the thundercloud full of purifying rain, and the lightning that shatters any false structuring of reality. Blue Storm is the purification of the 'body temple' and the ignition of the light body. In these last years of a twenty-six-thousand-year Mayan grand cycle, Blue Storm comes to help you in the disintegration process that moves you from separation to ascension. This initiation by fire breaks any false containers of self that cannot withstand the flame of transmutation. Only your true identity will live through these fires, for you will be reborn in the heart of All That Is.

Blue Storm provides the water that purifies and quenches your spiritual thirst. In this state of consciousness, you stand willing to surrender everything. You give up what you
seem to be in order to become fully what you are. You step into the fires of the unknown, and you are changed forever.

Allow Blue Storm's storm to purify and cleanse you.


Blue Storm catalyzes and prepares your nervous system and circuitry for complete transformation. It is the electromagnetic storm of transmutation, the clearing and quickening of your physical, mental, emotional, and etheric bodies. As you become aligned with the descending energies, and evolve in consciousness, you body's vibration is raised, becoming less 'dense'.
Your new alignment ignites the quickening process that transmutes the shadows of the past, including experiences, judgements, thoughtforms, and old patterns that have held you back.

As you move into this new vibration, you may feel off balance. In this transformational shift, you will feel unusual quickenings on every level of your being. You will sense emotional and physical 'imbalances' and restructuring. Your issues will be catalyzed and brought out for you to address. By being present with your old patterns you have a unique opportunity to access the energy of Blue Storm, which is experienced as an inner transformational 'storm', a natural part of the process of vibrational shift and quickening.

Whether you are experiencing these changes consciously or unconsicously, the vibrational change is adjusting your energy pattern to accomodate the flow of the language of light. These new frequencies feed you on every level of your being. As your transformation progresses, you quickly become aware of the unconscious material you still need to process. No longer can you escape the effects of your belief systems. Fears and negative images can all be felt very quickly. The transformation is experienced as if it were happening 'from the inside out'. Things seem to 'cook' inside you.

Remember that you have
chosen to take part in this rebirth, both on a planetary and a personal level - the planetary dream, the miracle on Earth, is what brought you here! You are becoming the living model of the new reality. As an emissary of the great change, you are a transformer of the collective myth. Riding the crest of the wave, you are travelling both outward and inward on your journey home - for yourself and for all those who will follow after you.

A simple catalyst for this catapulting force is the integration of duality within.
The personal integration of shadow is what will create the miracle!Personal shadow is simply that which is separated from the full light of consciousness. By integrating shadow, you are freed from delusions of right or wrong, good and evil. Shadow provides an opportunity for you to bring in all of your expanded essence.

Consciousness is a structural metaphor that is calling for transformation. As your consciousness becomes crystallized, narrow, and complex, it invites the process of dissipaton to 'unravel' and break it free. As you travel the spiral vortex of light, expanding into ever-widening realms of truth, your crystallized energy breaks down and trasncends form. This process can be very intense, but if you embrace it, you can be transformed into a freed adventurer - a divine actor who can play any part without becoming attached to it.

--These excerpts were taken from the book, "The Mayan Oracle - Return Path to the Stars" by Ariel Spilsbury & Michael Bryner

Friday, November 4, 2011





White Wizard is your Subconscious Self and Hidden Helper

White Wizard is the Magician, whose powers are activated by wisdom that emanates from the heart. Such wisdom is not the intellectual understanding known in Western culture; it is the wisdom that comes from an alignment of mind and heart. An open, trusting heart is a refined tool of perception. Allowing yourself to 'not know' opens the door of the mind to a deeper understanding of the universe. White Wizard asks you to fully utilize this aligned mind to participate in magic.

White Wizard invites you to step into self-empowerment. Empowerment comes from self-acceptance, integrity, and commitment to your evolution. Self-empowerment is not to be found outside oneself. Anything outside that brings you empowerment also has a divine foundation within you. If you feel a need for the approval of others, look to self-empowerment.When you feel effectively engaged, doing what gives you joy, your energy naturally expands to inlcude more of who you are, and magic flows synchronistically into your life. Claim your alignment with the highest wisdom. Call forth divine action in all that you do!

Align your own will with divine will and your Essence Self. Be transparent, innocently allowing magic to come through you rather than needing to create it. Open to heart-knowing and limitless possibilties.

White Wizard is a tool of the light, a conduit for the work of Spirit. A wise magician is spontaneous and transparent, allowing magic to come in rather than trying to control it or make it happen. A magician dances the dance of love through offering gifts of freedom to others. This is real magic. Freed from the need to use power to manipulate or control, a magician uses wisdom to manifest liberation and love.

--These excerpts were taken from the book, "The Mayan Oracle - Return Path to the Stars" by Ariel Spilsbury & Michael Bryner